Chem 101 - all you need to know and too much more

Screw it i gotta beat myself up. Hours days weeks slip by like some bastard thief through the vault unnoticed.

Fuck, it's saturday morning.

Hello end of hols what did you do my dear just sit at home deprive yourself of the fun beckoning outside your window for the sake of studying, only to fail? Guilt you're useless. So what if i stayed home? So what if i was sitting in front of my books the entire day?

Thank you for being so thoughtful though, clock, counting down the seconds for me ever so faithfully. Tell me when death comes knocking. Leave a post-it note lying under the bed 'cos i sure as hell won't be able to tell when that is.